Random entry

So i have a few new prayers of course seeing as the only person who follows this blog is you God I know you have heard them all and I hope you think the prayers ive written are as beautiful as I do and everyone else does. Im so glad Ive been blessed with lifeteen.

Here I am again

I can't believe that the last time i posted on here was before I left germany, its been a long time since i've posted here. Everything in my life right now seems to be fair. I had the most wonderful birthday party, and the most wonderful birthday day. I don't think things could've been better then they were those to days. I have a boyfriend that cares, I have a friend that understands truley the path i'm walking in life, I talked to God and it might have looked/sounded crazy because I talk out loud to god but thats okay. My mind is working over time. But that doesnt matter because i feel so blessed to be the person I am, I feel blessed to have the friends I have, I feel blessed to have the family I  have, I feel blessed. I'm slowly comprehending that everyday God gives me, I become more enlightened. The path I walk its like Robert Frosts poem the "Road Not Taken". I know very few people that walk it, but I do know some. It helps knowing that I dont walk it alone ever. I'll probably forget that when I feel alone, but I'll try not to. It's really different seeing yourself through someone elses eyes, I didnt really know myself untill a good friend of mine told me, related to me, enlightened me. If those reasons arent enough to prove the most incerediblely blessed last 2 days I've had, I dont know what is.

-Sossina

Just Checkin

Im just seeing if this is still active.

you know

Well im just gonna talk to you like uh normal now fancy praying or anything. Im gonna miss germany, im gonna miss my friends and my host family, im gonna miss sleeping below the stars cause of the two ceiling windows. I'm gonna miss watching legend of the seeker with daniel im gonna miss playing singstar with sabine and her friends, im gonna miss biking to the bus stop everyday, im gonna miss wrestling with daniel and sabine, im gonna miss bonnie and kira and kit kat and pheebe. ill miss hildeguards cooking and richards jokes. I'll miss marinas smiles. I'll miss all of us shouting to eachother time to eat dinner or lunch. I'll miss our conversations in german. Ill miss the ringing or the church bells and the wind that blew through my hair and made it hard to bike home. I'll miss chatting to daniel on skype even though he was just downstairs in his room. I'll miss people correcting my german or telling me how good it is, ill miss seeing the horses as we drive by. Now matter how bad times were im gonna chose to remember the good, even though more bad out weighed the good this trip is what i have made/make of it and im saying now that more good out weighs the bad, i had nothing to lose being here and im glad im leaving and it feels like im losing alot but ill treasure my memories made here forever.
-Sossina