Dear God,
So I guess I am struggling to be virtuous. I really want to keep my purity but if i can't reign in my self control, I don't know if I'll be able to. This is not good, as you well know. I know that part of your kind and loving fatherness could also be daddy with a gun, but I really hope that's not the case. I'm not looking to be judged, at least not yet. I want your forgiveness, for not only me but Tyler because tonight we almost had sex and that's not acceptable. We came pretty close. I know that we need your guidance a little okay maybe alot more heavily in our life and I know maintaining self control isn't easy by any standards but we really really really need your guidance because we cannot do this without you Lord. We can not. Theres no way. Im not really comfortable confessing this to a priest. I just want it between you and me. Its not that tyler or I are bad people rather more normal in that we mess up sometimes and struggle and thats when we really need you most. Please stay with us. Amen
With Love,
Your Daughter,
Sossina