why again

Why now? Why again? The tone he used was completely unecessary. I can't help it. Im naturally drawn to him. I want to be around him. Why do they need to attack my relationship. Why did my mom say that and my dad think that. They know everything. They're making it so hard on me. I've been nothing but honest with them. I think maybe my dad is having some doubts about tylers and mines relationship. GAH when will they realize that we arent typical. I cant believe he'd assume crap he doesnt even know if its true let alone imply it when he doesnt even know whats being said. :( and i wont invite tyler because I cant promise not to cling. i mean how fair is that. Am I supposed to treat him like a stranger? Hows that supposed to even work. Why am I always fighting someone about being with tyler? Why is someone always standing in the corner disapproving? Why? Dont they know I fight myself about it all the time. Im through the worst of it, but that doesnt mean that my logical mind hasnt stopped trying to reason things out for me. Im doing my best and trying to follow my heart. Maybe im getting to worked up about this and interpreting it all wrong but i dont know what to tell them about why we're constantly together. -sigh- I just dont. Dear God please help them understand even if they dont want too. please calm my anxious paranoid mind and let my heart be free to lead. If you cant help them understand, please help them have some sort of respect for me as a person, enough so that they can stay out of my relationship. Please help my dad keep his head on straight and know that I'm telling him the truth, please help him recognize that I can't stop being who I am with tyler just because he doesnt like it. I'm still learning to find my balance. But he wont have to worry about us as much during the school year. Please help my sister think before she speaks and help her know that what she says when she doesnt think, hurts my feelings. God, I'm trying to balance things and be a good person but please help them understand that this is one part of my life that I want to be able to live without everyone voicing their opinion and looking over my shoulder.
Love,
Your cerulean daughter Sossina